For those who don't know me, I've been struggling with anorexia with bulimic tendancies. I promised myself I wouldn't let the voices back in, but I missed them... and now, I'm back to my old habits. Like the old saying says: "Old habits never die." This is NOT a thinspiration, pro ana, pro mia blog; this is just simply a place where I can talk about my daily struggles. Feedback is totally 100% acceptable, even if it is hate mail.
Today I'm going to start the ABC diet, if you don't know what it is, look it up. I will not explain this to someone who doesn't already know. I will post my intakes daily, no matter how embarrassing.
ABOUT ME
I am fourteen and have been dealing with anorexia since I was nine, I tried recovering at the age of twelve, but couldn't stand the weight gain. Now I'm back in the obsessive cycle of weight loss goals.
Well, hope you don't mind the ranting,
With love
Maxine ♥
hi :) i know all about voice inside yourhead, and how you think: i will be okay and healthy.. but as soon as you think that you realize you actually love and need this voice inside your head.. right?
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be strong<3
Oh my gosh, thank you so much. At this point I just want to stay empty. I tend to feel like this a whole lot, that and I feel like when everything else is slipping, I can at least control what my intake is.
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i know, you feel happy, like full of control when you are hungry... i know honey <3
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